I'm fail, i feel it i'm falling.  i'm in a dark place, and don't have a way to escape. I need wake up. This is just a bad dream right? Or i think it is. Sometime everything is so black and white. That's why i think different, i don't wanna be like the other girls, i wanna think in other colors, no just pink.  I like red. I now, a lot of people like red. But red to me is not love, is blood. That's why i like this color. 

I like the death, she attract me some way. I like to write with details every death. One worse than other. Every detail is important to scary for the other people. I write in english because i like, i don't know, let more perfect. My feelings stay if one way, i don't know explain.